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Friday, 10 March 2006
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-----------spring break--------------
Right then, in that moment
With your arms around me,
& you kissed my forehead..
Yeah that was perfect
&& by the way -
im wearing the smile you gave me
its that i want to be with you and
your taking too long to figure that outhere we go again
with the mixed signals
&& second thoughts <3i made the choice to finally let go because i can't
stand this pain anymore. it's time for my last tear
to fall && for me to smile again..blah.
Friday, 17 February 2006
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being sick sucks.. blah
so i didnt go to taco via last weekend, and so far this weekend i havent either. im starting to get scared. we broke the tradition. lemme tell ya.. thats not good people.
valentines day was fuuuun. i got a cute little fish from brandon =) i love him. haha but he chose a retarded one.. it like sits at the bottom of the tank upside down.. im starting to wonder if hes dying. my mom said the waters too cold. psh.
the camera captures what the eyes cannot see
(stole that from megan rae weston. ©)
dear you,
i want you to realize that i'm only human.
i'm sorry that i'm not what you want, i have issues..
i know that i'm not as pretty as her --
i'm probably not as fun as her either..
but answer this question for me ;;
will you find another girl that loves you as much as i do?
is there another girl out there that can accept your every flaw?hope your okay tonight, i know that im slowly
tearing you down , its only in self defense ,
im scared , ya know ? scared of you of how amazing
you are , scared of how i feel . but most of all ;;
im scared that one day youll leave and ill be left with
nothing but a memory of you and a false hope
that youll think of me someday and returnNever forget what they did to you,
but never let them know you remember.People put you down enough you start to believe it;;;
the bad stuff is easier to believe, you ever notice that?people's words affect you only
as much as you let them <3 - -
